Monday, December 31, 2007

The emails are getting lesser and lesser. The words are getting much shorter. Till in the very end , it becomes none. is that the price we have to pay when our bestfriend having a bestfriend?

Those words stabbed into my heart. Very painfull. As if in an angry words and emotion, this friend of mine says :

How dare you left me alone?
Where are you when I am in need?
Have you forgotten our cherish moments as bestfriends?
Have you think of me all this while you left me behind?
Can you at least sms or give me a call or email me motivating phrase?
Can you at least ask and eager to know my physical and emotional condition?
Am I happy and live happily everyday, am I..am I…am I…
I disappointed with you!
How dare you?

I’m sorry to her. Not that I forgot her, but sometimes my own mistake, fail to organize time, financial and self-management in new world after graduating. A world of maturing me as a muslim woman. Hopefully she knows how much I miss her.

1 comment:

. said...

assalamualaikum. mar, everything always happen for the best. there's always 'silver lining' or 'hikmah' for everything that had happened.But no mistake is sin unless you refuse to correct it. I hope so because I think so. God is a great teacher, you know, He made us learn till our last breath. Come on, wake up and be a better person. you cannot go back to the past times but you can make present a gift to you beloved friend.
Whatever people say, thanks for being a good friend to me.
'Kak Moneirah'